It's like a vine you can't untangleI'm freakin' out
Every time I turn around
Something don't feel right
Just might be paranoidI
'm avoiding the lines
Cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don't know what it is
But I just don't fit
I'm paranoid
Yeah!
I take the necessary steps
To get some air in to my chest
I'm taking all the doctor's meds
I'm still freakin' out
Every time I turn around
Something's just not right
Just might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lines
Cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don't know what it is
But I just don't fit
Consider me destroyed(Consider me destroyed)
I don't know how to act
Cause I lost my head
I must be paranoid(Must be paranoid)
And I never thought it would come this
I'm paranoid
Stuck in a room of staring faces
Caught in a nightmare, can't wake up
If you hear my cry, running through the streets
I'm about to freak, come and rescue me
Just might be paranoid, yeah(Might be paranoid)
I'm avoiding the lines
Cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?(Someone stop the noise)
I don't know what it is
But I just don't fit
Consider me destroyed(Consider me destroyed)
I don't know how to act
Cause I lost my head
I must be paranoid(Must be paranoid)
I never thought it would come to this
I'm paranoid
Saturday
Went to NDP preview. It was nice! V entertaining and th comedians were funny. Duh, of course they are funny. They should be. Like most of th ppl, i liked th fireworks th most. ;D We have to walk one big round just to go there. Padahal boleh cross the road jer sey just tt they close it! -.- Majority were wearing red but i was wearing blue, both my mum and cousin wore white. Well, at least i wore white jeans. =X There were some parts tt were funny as some ppl behind us make fun of it. Haha. "Kan dier dah merajuk" (An inside joke) Hmms~ But will it kill them to give some warning before they make any loud 'explosion'/noise. What if an old person heart cannot take it and die on th spot! Chey, exaggerating but it's not impossible to happen you knoe. Go home time jam so went home late.
Sunday
Went to hmmmmmmmmmmm... I dunno what it's called actually (-.-) but then i think some of you might knoe. It's somethin like to celebrate national day(?) Whatdahell. I go yet i'm clueless. Ai ya, anyway, went there for CIP. I took full shift as i don't think so my CIP hours are enough. Got quite a lot of games there. My stall is catch th fish. Th queue non-stop long queue can! Just to catch th damn guppies. Fyi, th fish v fast die one lor. -.- But i don't mind taking home some so tt my fish can eat them. =X Hehe. Puranas one is th golf thingy. We slacked off for a while. At th end my cousin took one pic of me which was so candid and i forced her to delete. Somehow reminds me of the bugis thingy. -.- Got free ice-cream... or did she cope it? =/
Today
Totally having unstable emotion these days. I felt messed up yet i don't even knoe th reason! TT Lessons as per normal. Changed seating arrangement. I sat right behind, near th door can. I don't want seat there~ V hard concentrate. -.- I prefer th previous one! As usual, some imbeciles disturbed me and puranas. Some ppl so thick skin aka extras go join in even though it's 100% none of their business. Well, say all you want, we'll be waiting for your retribution. ;P
RANTINGS!
My emotions are totally unstable yet some pricks disturb me. Well, i tried to keep my cool just don't step on my tail or push your luck too hard. I've been craving to screw someone actually. Yep, tt's you. For ppl who went to such extent just to read this, thanks. Gotcha.
I dunno why, but during th weekends i was feeling messed up, &I DUNNO WHY. It's v irritating. I'm sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you. She tried her best to pleased me but inside me i wanna tell her 'don't', just leave me alone for awhile. Sometimes, i feel that th good side of me wanna come out but i won't let it. WHY~
I don't mind being a nerd, i don't care what ppl say as long as i am devoted to Allah. How i wish i could think this way.
Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing This is the best feeling
This inndown I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
ocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
That's how i wanna it to be. Do you think it's th end of th post? Well, it's not! Haha. Told ya it'll be a long post.
Well, i finally came out w a topic to talk about - words. Ta da~ Haha.. Took me so long just to think of this. Well, i think tt words are cheap cos ppl used them to lie, ALOT. Therefore, they have lost their value. Well, but sometimes words do carry weight. It can help you, get you into trouble and etc. Just think about it. Word can trigger things. It can make us fail too example you got 49 and a half for your paper just because you spelled a word wrongly. If you say vulgar to a teacher, won't you get into trouble? They say that words equals to pictures. Well, from word can change into action too. Go think about it yourselves. Lazy write example liao le. =X Well, finally, like FINALLY, i've reached th end of th post. Wow, this is my longest and most colourful post so far. Buhbyes~
Pass all subject(mid-year)
digital camera!